I've Been On A Low

Soon I'll be 20 this might be a rap song But I'm not a rapper this is just a map of the Things I expect, yeah the future has never been Closer to me and I feel like I'm loosing it Done this shit, seen this shit, writing it, singing it Hearing it, living it, mixing it, feeling it Long time ago I start playing it on the piano and stringing it on the guitar Getting rid of the problems I got now I'm done with Pretending that I know a thing 'bout my life And its killing me Ringing me, saying "I don't understand, but I'm here when you need me" And keep you beside me and help you whenever I can Put your love in my chest and your trust in my hands You can tell I'm not lying And that I know exactly how you feel I've been on a low for so long, so long Look at this guy in the mirror and tell me That his only problem is probably nothing But timing and bad hesitaion And he will be smiling and knowing he'll have to be patient forever He never will looking back on the beginning Or singing about all the songs that he wrote about her And its time to move on to another kiss Yeah, but this is a decision that he can not take on his own And its not in his skills to become a new lover But somewhere in places there will be a mirical mirror In front of a cute little girl that is looking for love And she's begging to heaven that somebody's coming To help her right out of this phase She's patient, cause love is just right on its way I've been on a low for so long, so long Can you show me how to live? Live without this emptiness... Can you teach me how to give? Give without the fear that you will quit... I've been on a low for so long and now I'll finally be back again Give myself a little vibe of hope and writing songs that will make me smile again...