Different Sundays

I hope that you hear me 'Cause I miss you dearly My wrongs make me guilty So forgive me Please forgive me I hope that you hear me 'Cause I miss you dearly My wrongs make me guilty So forgive me Please forgive me Let me take it back to when I was eleven (yeah) When going to your house was something I was dreading (why) After ten years, it's something I'm regretting (why) 'Cause I can still go see your house, but I can't visit heaven (damn) No distance back then could measure to the distance now How did a home full of life become a lonely house I'm still learning from mistakes now that you're not around I'll work it out and I'mma keep my promises without a doubt 'Cause all you wanted was good grades and no drugs Now good grades and no drugs, but no hugs I miss you here 'cause when I need it you would show up People did you wrong but you just always showed love I wish you could see me now I'm all grown up Would you be proud now I'm starting my career? (aye) For what may come tomorrow we cannot prepare So spend time with your loved ones while they're here (I miss you grandma) I hope that you hear me 'Cause I miss you dearly My wrongs make me guilty So forgive me Please forgive me I hope that you hear me 'Cause I miss you dearly My wrongs make me guilty So forgive me Please forgive me Damn, what a hell of a year You couldn't live without your partner and it ain't been a year Now I'm looking at your casket tryna hold back my tears 'Cause I still wish you were here, I don't feel like its fair I'm just afraid that we'll be distant Another lunch we missing Now your gone so that means Sundays are gonna be different Been five years I'm still grieving Been holding back my feelings Remind myself that everything just happens for a reason This is my hommage I'mma keep that ring you gave me before college It hurt me when I realized you're not there when I tried callin' You want me to succeed but my eyes are the one thats ballin' But now that you're in heaven, is it actually perfect? 'Cause I'm tryna do good in this world and live with a purpose So I fantasize this life, but there one thing that I learned The only thing in life that's certain is the death of a person I hope that you hear me 'Cause I miss you dearly My wrongs make me guilty So forgive me Please forgive me I hope that you hear me 'Cause I miss you dearly My wrongs make me guilty So forgive me Please forgive me