Nicotine Dreaming

Drinking all this Hennessy, pills to the face I know that'll be the death of me, baby I can't wait Yeah if I don't stop I know it gon' be my fate Yeah if I go to Heaven baby who gon' hold the gate? I'm just nicotine dreaming Shawty got a atitude I knew that you was schemin' I don't wanna laugh at you Read you like a book Man I wish I never met you Broke every other guy I know that I'm next to I can't die cuz I never was alive They say love's great but that shit was a lie I've been broken a couple hundred times Paranoia is killing me, staying on my mind Wine and dine with death Baby there is nothing left All the secrets that you kept Baby what the f*ck is next Worst girl that I met Man I thought my life was set Now I'm starting to regret Every "I love you" I said, yeah Drinking all this Hennessy, pills to the face I know that'll be the death of me, baby I can't wait Yeah if I don't stop I know it gon' be my fate Yeah if I go to Heaven baby who gon' hold the gate? I'm just nicotine dreaming Shawty got a atitude I knew that you was schemin' I don't wanna laugh at you Read you like a book Man I wish I never met you Broke every other guy I know that I'm next to Now I wanna fill my head with lead Nobody needs me, better off dead I know pain so well, might as well be friends Me in the grave is the only way this ends I hate life, everything fucking hurts Kill me now, bury me in the dirt Sad sack of shit, theirs blood on my shirt She was possessed, devil inside her Drinking all this Hennessy, pills to the face I know that'll be the death of me, baby I can't wait Yeah if I don't stop I know it gon' be my fate Yeah if I go to Heaven baby who gon' hold the gate? I'm just nicotine dreaming Shawty got a atitude I knew that you was schemin' I don't wanna laugh at you Read you like a book Man I wish I never met you Broke every other guy I know that I'm next to