i wanna believe

I wish I could pray I've heard that it keeps the demons away I wanna believe in something good I wanna believe I wish I could But I don't know Where do we all go when we die I wish you would stay With you here it keeps the demons at bay I wanna believe in us But I'll always f*ck it up Cuz I need to know That I can go on my own I wish that I could Have a mind like a normal human should I wanna believe in me Is that really a possibility Or am I just ash to ash, dust to dust I want to believe in anything I want to feel anything but this I want to believe in anything I want to feel anything but this