I'm Getting Worse

My mom, oh she might cut me off If she don't see improvement Well I told her I am getting well If only I believed it Well I hold back tears Don't break the wall Don't let her know I'm getting worse I'm getting worse My friends say they are scared for me I can't say I can blame them So I zip my mouth up nice and tight And wait for better days to come Well I hold back tears Don't break the wall Don't let them know I'm getting worse I'm getting worse I'm walking down these haunted halls My eyes, they sting with mem'ries But my old friend said she'd leave me be I hope soon I can take this Well I hold back tears Don't break the wall Don't let her know I can't take this Leave me be I can't take this And you can't see No, you can't see I'm getting worse I'm getting worse I'm getting worse I'm getting worse Zip up nice and tight I'm getting worse