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I'm not your only friend I'm not the only one I am the one to do it, but I don't want to I'm the one who said it, but I don't want to You're gone and I'll kick myself What is this mess now? I am in your house now And it hurts to be alive sometimes And it hurts to know I've lied sometimes I'm not what you want What you want Not what you want I am not anything that could be good Ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha I could go to school and get my special paper job in my car drones And it's going to my earphones when I call you home Yeah