i miss being skinny

I don't know Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey There is something so light that takes me out of psychoticness Don't say why I have heard it enough times I'm stuck in here, doing my own life Steering slowly, there is only cries and trees and mountains I wanted to be present, to be like her But no one cared in this digital force field God, I swear there was never something to hide from childish eyes and angry lash outs Steering slowly, there is only cries and trees and mountains When you're at home, don't be alone I am here for you The headlights died and it started to cry I hate this point, and I've always hated this house I'm not so cool anymore I am not cool anymore I am so mistaken for something that I used to be I am not a hummingbird so good at everything That's why I went out to the outside, because I wanted to find who I used to be It's gone now I still look. Looking is half the fun of being young Of being young I am so young I'm so young Not anymore