Deadly Secrets

What can't be fixed Is thrown away I'll bury those words To use someday I could barely go to sleep Last night I don't wanna see the other side No I feel like a fraction And my reaction Falls short to create a distraction And I'm sick of counting sheep Last night When the shepherd's six feet Inside my mind I'll take the blame for everything Sense of self in someone else Holding my breath When you hit the ground Scraping my skin Love is within buried I'm shedding weakness I tried to tell you I'm insane These pages will save my soul One day Then you'll come in Atone for my sin I'm living with deadly secrets I'll break the ground I'll take the heart inside my chest And push it in the dirt To join you while you rest We lost our purpose With these medicines I guess Thoughts drifting from A million to none A reset of this person I've become I'll take the blame for everything Sense of self in someone else Holding my breath When you hit the ground Scraping my skin Love is within buried I'm shedding weakness I tried to tell you I'm insane These pages will save my soul One day Then you'll come in Atone for my sin I'm living with deadly secrets This suffering is never ending What can't be fixed Is thrown away I'll bury those words To use someday What can't be fixed Is thrown away I'm never enough I'm never okay I'll take the blame for everything Sense of self in someone else Holding my breath When you hit the ground Scraping my skin Love is within buried I'm shedding weakness I tried to tell you I'm insane These pages will save my soul One day Then you'll come in Atone for my sin I'm living with deadly secrets