More To Life

My thoughts are raging in the dark They tell me I am not enough Will I end up all alone With nothing but these thoughts I can't control What if I'm nothing but these lies inside my mind? What if people won't see everything that I've tried? There's so much going on behind these closed doors Could there be more to this life? As I'm fighting everyday I'm still lying to people I love I say: I'm alright I'm okay It will be fine someday Still I'll cry myself to sleep What if I'm nothing but a useless, fading light? Despite what they say, things won't turn out alright? There is so much going on behind these closed doors Could there be more? What if I'm nothing but a spark What if the salt in all these wounds leads to nothing? What if I'm only trying to find hope What if I'm not the only one who feels alone? Oh whoa hoa Oh whoa hoa Oh whoa hoa Oh whoa hoa Oh whoa hoa Oh whoa hoa I am so much more than the lies inside my mind What people think of me is outside of my might I am opening the doors I've always kept closed There's so much more to this life Oh so much more Oh whoa hoa Oh whoa hoa