Love & Darkness (An Ode to Misery)

Ever since I was a young kid I never saw the sense in anything Never want to marry or fall in love Have children and retire, it never seemed enough I thought that, people who wanted that had somehow been I tricked And I was the only one who could see through all of this And I wanted to wake them up from their daydream lies And tell them there's more to life than a husband or a wife But then I realized, if they came to me, and asked me what else I thought there was to be I'd have no answer, just criticism and doom. So once again, I find myself alone in my room But deep in my heart There's a lust to depart From all that was planned From the end to the start So now we're older, you've all walked down the alter You're up to your eyes in screaming brats Whilst I am still collecting cats You'd ask me if I'm alone. But I haven't answered the phone Last night's fling, collecting their clothes, was this the best thing, oh God only knows There's nothing to believe in, but no one believes me There's nothing to believe in, but no one believes me But deep in my heart There's a lust to depart From all that was planned From the end to the start Woah, there is no real change, just depression every day Work just drags me down, in the darkness I will stay I will stay