Bday

I raise my glass, I make a toast to life The foward motion of passing time Maybe it's alright to say goodbye To 19, oh I tried Blew the candles out today But I don't have a cake The world's on fire I'm getting higher Said farewell to an age And every year's the same Birthdays never change I'm making wishes on an age I've never been Expectations for a life I'm yet to live Two decades in and I just wanna quit I don't even care 'bout getting old I just wish I had some hands to hold I'm about the only one I know So give it up for me for being alone Only get some hellos on a screen Only God knows what that does to me Today I realized they're as good as goodbyes As I counted minutes to midnight And every year's the same Birthdays never change I'm making wishes on an age I've never been Expectations for a life I'm yet to live Two decades in and I just wanna quit It's not fair, done everything I can It seems like God has a plan For me to rot And for nobody to watch Just to stick it to the man Every year's the same Birthdays never change I'm making wishes on an age I've never been Expectations for a life I'm yet to live Cause every year's the same Birthdays never change I'm making wishes on an age I've never been Expectations for a life I'm yet to live Two decades in and I just wanna quit