Hate-Love Relationship

Dear Mother I've met the love of my life There's no other I hope they die tonight It's been so life-changing I want to knife them I'm raging I'm like crazy in love and I want their blood I love them and hate them I'd punch them but rate them I take them forever as long as it's never Have I ever been so fucking confused in my life Dear Mother Why do I want to smother them every day Then that goes away and I want them to stay Us to play forever and a day Wait what did I say? I'm becoming the worst I want them in a hearse They wouldn't be my first Now I want them to move in then move out Pack their stuff it's getting tough now we're back in love I know what I want It's this now it's gone I want when they don't Is this why I'm torn? All the not knowing Is this all I own? All the not growing Join me all alone Dear Mother I'd like to snap their neck Cut them in pieces then take them back Marry them Carry them down the aisle And begin our holy matrimony Holy shit is that it only? I'm bored they disgust me Their eyes are perfect Don't touch me This must be the cutest moment between us My brain is heinous I worship their everything Did I ever think this would work out? I'm out We're through This is the closest I've ever been to you I know what I want It's this now it's gone I want when they don't Is this why I'm torn? All the not knowing Is this all I own? All the not growing Join me all alone Dear Mother We just had our first child Things are better now they're wild We're falling deeper in love I'd love to see them die painfully They are the worse parent a bully Not like you, Mum They are asking for my gun I want to hold them near Stroke their ear Pull the trigger Then figure I'll make things better They are everything I've dreamed of I'll stitch them back together We'll stay in love forever I know what I want It's this now it's gone I want when they don't Is this why I'm torn? All the not knowing Is this all I own? All the not growing Join me all alone Dear Mother It makes sense now why dad left You berated him You hated him You saw his true colours You knew he was nothing but flawless Of course you got lawless He was a faithful menace Cheating on excitement with mundanity Of course you chose insanity Let's go for dinner I'll stare at my phone Let's flow for ever I'll be there on my own Dear Mother I fear mother I'm none other than a part of your imagination The food's okay here Let's stay mental patients I know what I want It's this now it's gone I want when they don't Is this why I'm torn? All the not knowing Is this all I own? All the not growing Join me all alone