drowning in my head

How do you find the words for a thought? Why do you feel that you are, when you're not? Losing all touch in my mind Losing track of all time Forgetting what made my thoughts mine Trying to see when I'm blind Memories dance across the sky But echoes never stay Dreaming up a soft goodbye As black fades into gray I can't stand the way I'm living Took so long just to be forgiven One more shitty indecision And I watch it all come crashing down Nowhere I can run Set alight by a luminous sun Thought I was dying but the dying is done And I'm not sure what I'm feeling now Losing all touch in my mind Keep losing track of the time All my thoughts leave me behind And there's nothing else left as I'm Sinking in my head Sinking in my head Sinking in my head Drowning in my head