meant to be detached

Feeling awfully far away Put my pieces on display I've got nothing else to say Do I really have to stay? Can't we talk some other day? Fine when I'm alone Alone when I'm with you And now I know what i've known I can't see who I'm talking to Through such a distant point of view But certain men are meant to be detached Certain things were never meant to last Not your fault you never understood Wouldn't matter even if you could Inner anger peeling at the skull Half of half of what I thought was whole Only scratched the surface of the lake Seem to claim a dam you didn't make It was never you Turn the TV on with a yawn and down the bottle til it's gone My moms don't seem to care about my songs, or how to get along with her only son And the doctor said "your mind is broken, quit the smokin, swallow all these pills and Seal the deal and we'll make you worse than you were before and leave you poorer Than Poor With no cure and crawling on all fours on the floor begging for a little bit more just to get Ignored and kicked out the fucking door!" Dad wasn't around, still got his sound, and with it a temper that enters my crown 'til I Drown And sure the violence inside of me has silenced to some degree but I see it in bursts And it hurts my perception of the man I can and wanna be The inner monologue is caught like a cog in a wheel, trying to feel what's lying Underneath and getting my teeth stuck in a meal I can't eat I fucked with the introduction and a bit of the production but all of this construction is Certain to lead to my own fucking self destruction Life's a game you always lose no matter whose, caught in a cage where we rot and we Age and we choose to be confused When you see through the mud When you lose all the bullshit Feel the flood of the blood No one else wants to know it When the going gets good Then it only gets better Only misunderstood You can't ever say never