not so far from the apple tree

Don't you think you should have said hello Its okay, I know you didn't know Besides, without you here I get to grow Even though it's always slow Always wondered how it would have been Then I saw who you were within Can't forgive but I can love The music fit me just like a glove Feel your notes in my DNA Blood runs warm through the slow decay I tried to run from what I'd become But after all, I'm only your son Not so far from the apple tree So much you is somehow me Spinning toward an early grave Know I'm damned and can't be saved