sunrise on a hillside

Going backward, took a fatal fall Let it happen, we embraced it all Going forward, stuck behind a wall And I can't break it down Sunrise on a hillside No time but we all tried Dawn burns into daylight Might not but we just might Blue skies and a downwind Looked hard but there's no end Got used to the dull haze Right words but the wrong ways I tried to escape the past Tried to forget who I am Asked everything i could ask Did everything that I can Don't be alarmed when I go Don't be afraid of the rift I really just want you to know I thought of you all as a gift