GOODWILL

Never saw a therapist cuz of my pride Gotta bit a arrogance stuck my in my mind Man I always try to bury em' all of the lies Man I got a lotta problems I don't like to talk about em Scared when I'm far my God In the mirror I got fear like all of the time When I'm wrong it appears in a song that I write Man I gotta keep it honest could go on about em Look Finally got my act together I'm talkin Robin Williams and Matt together Should've shared what I was going through this past semester My past is deadly I have the present I rap forever Now that's a record u should give a listen Times an essence God will keep me ticking I'm pedestrian walkin what I've written Talking different walk with widsom I've been Working overtime man infinity Everything i do in my life really tend to be Big like Sean I eat than grind Gotta know that God is my anchor so he get the baton I'm finding reason in my rhyme Yeah, I don't got any beef but seizen these demons like it is been an honor to eat And I am an anomaly only cuz i am being honest Probably why they honestly don't want me on here to speak Stuck in my head take a lot just to get up from my bed Father why I feel like I'm on the edge I got problems man my life be a mess But I'm nice with the rest On the mic I be blessed I got fight I address All the lies all the tests All the nights when i'm stressed I really tend to be better together with the pen and pad it be like wearing ties with a vest Never saw a therapist cuz of my pride Gotta bit a arrogance stuck my in my mind Man I always try to bury em' all of the lies Man I got a lotta problems I don't like to talk about em Scared when I'm far my God In the mirror I got fear like all of the time When I'm wrong it appears in a song that I write Man I gotta keep it honest could go on about em Times is hard but lately I've been finding God my stronger mind is gone I've been often crazy watching guilt and shame be talkin on and off Can't seem to process all these losses all these problems how u gone Yeah I've been lost in it all I've been stressin not much restin rest assured I'm getting tested Got this message know I'm destined to express it but I'm feeling heavy headed Heaven headed my direction i've been sweating feelin less than I'm expressing what I'm feelin won't you help me come with healing It's not healthy what I'm dealing with