Eye Sore

I can't turn it off So then I deafen myself I need a break from the edge I should check in with myself I wanna go for a swim In a lake where it's sweltering Sensation of falling From the shore in the dark I need poise Maybe a break from the boys More in the picture Than liquor and chores I want a prescription A quick little solve For all of my setbacks Can we forget that? Am I sure that All this is happening Am I just an actor Who's overreacting I miss the days when Nothing would happen And I could just show up Don't wanna be a new age Eye sore Secular phase full of false doors Modernity fucks you with your clothes on Now the real thing feels so wrong I need a break from All my symptoms Chemical fucking with my system Gotta be a better way to wake up Than with an eye sore And my phone on 21 years to speak up for myself And when I knew what to say Still nothing came out Because I'm hollow inside Priorities melted A black metal void In the shape of a heart Am I sure that All this is happening Am I just an actor Who's overreacting I miss the days when Nothing would happen And I could just show up Don't wanna be a new age Eye sore Secular phase full of false doors Modernity fucks you with your clothes on Now the real thing feels so wrong I need a break from All my symptoms Chemical fucking with my system Gotta be a better way to wake up Than with an eye sore And my phone on