anticipation

Venting To My Therapist 'bout you, it's crazy how you make me feel Lately off pills Girl what's the deal? You see me Going up like a hot air balloon Baby girl, it was me or it's you There wasn't room inside of the coupe Look like a fan the way you move in groups If I see a shot, you know ima shoot Self-sabotage blocking your moves Blowing up right through your roof Used to sleep on me, hit snooze Read you like a book, reading the room Uh, reading the room Sorry to break it, I moved on You should know this from hearing my new song Making art and I keep proving you wrong Proving you wrong You said I couldn't do this to the heart I took it, now you're looking stupid All along It was about the journey not the destination Anticipation is rushing though me She wanna f*ck 'cause she heard I'm a freak That I geek up, I geek up I'm on the moon 3AM, not noon Pissed drunk, Walking through the scenery of Lisbon pissed drunk Possibly a mystery, don't know what she's on You'll feel it the most, won't see me waking at dawn Girl I'm strong Girls, running the world I won't discredit the worth of a pearl Let me know when I encounter this girl She makes my head twirl I'm crazy about her euphoric aura When we first met, it was out in Bora Bora Cartier jewelry not Sephora Had to drop her like rum in a Coca-Cola Who do you f*ck in the city when I'm not around? Who do you f*ck in the city when I'm not in town? She miss the old me She don't know me She don't know me You don't know me You don't know me I know they real phony, with my twin like Cody Percocets and codeine and codeine With my twin like Cody, percocets and codeine Who do you f*ck in the city when I'm not around? Who do you f*ck in the city when I'm not in town? She don't know me She don't know me Anticipation is rushing though me She wanna f*ck 'cause she heard I'm a freak That I geek up, I geek up I'm on the moon 3AM, not noon