My Symptoms Aren't Typical

Killing me slowly But I'm not the victim I've been wondering if all of the symptoms Make me blameless I shouldn't have to hear what I've done wrong from such a distant stranger Am I going crazy or am I making this up? I've got a feeling that my symptoms aren't typical I'm giving myself a migraine from telling you to shut the f*ck up I'm sure I'll find a reason to think that I'm screwed up Nauseating Suck out my blood I've been considering if all of the drugs I've been taking Make me fake it What the hell have I been spitting up? Is my imagination failing or am I just dumb? I get the feeling that I'm going to start getting numb You're getting me annoyed or am I just real paranoid? The sleeping pills I've been taking haven't been on sale for a month When the doctor calls and tells me I haven't got time I'll be thinking of all the ways I'll fake losing my mind When I'm going crazy and you feel like I'm making it up You give me the feeling that my symptoms aren't typical