Lanterns

Self-destructing at my own cost Sole lost Don't cross Onto my side where they don't know us Blow trust Slow lust Got these lanterns all around me Electronic lights don't astound me Plans all soiled just to ground me Now I'm wishing for a bounty I just don't know what I am here for Days been counting up, yeah, I just clear scores Lost track of my bucket list I just need more Something clean lord I should mean more Drawing from my past Hourglass has been smashed, yeah The pain never last Can't be asked to be attached Setting up the mast For my cast set and matched No attacks or looking back Always forward with no pack Cause I keep going Steam floating Steer away from moans cause we only make moments Heat stoking Pressure been potent Need validation cause I'm just done hoping Spoken like I'm on the last thread Half roped off other part been dead Neat spread of emotions cause I can't break bread Instead Carry all my tools inside my shed Self-destructing at my own cost Sole lost Don't cross Onto my side where they don't know us Blow trust Slow lust Got these lanterns all around me Electronic lights don't astound me Plans all soiled just to ground me Now I'm wishing for a bounty I can't keep tormenting me Tied to the tracks come set me free Clichés say I'm my own enemy Cause I can't control my own tendencies Flipping records for a second I can't balance myself Scratches on my vinyl I can't try to find the right help That's why I spike shells I can't get too attached Then attack and I'm stuck cause I'm over on my back Nothing to break my fall No kickstand or cymbal I can't land back in the pull Not without my haul Mirrored arguments It's just too hard to send Full when answers pend That's why I'm Self-destructing at my own cost Sole lost Don't cross Onto my side where they don't know us Blow trust Slow lust Got these lanterns all around me Electronic lights don't astound me Plans all soiled just to ground me Now I'm wishing for a bounty