Sweet Story

I wish I had a sweet story I wish my life was like on tv But I guess who was watching over me simply couldn't see me Cause' the life I lived been such a struggle Standing alone as I watch the world under me crumble I'm from that jungle where them niggas don't survive late cnd bitches pumping out babies before they graduate I'm 26 I used to never think my life was that bleak I'm 26 and never once felt one of my dreams were complete I seen it all time niggas struggling way inside of old age cnd niggas working like dogs Reminiscing bout old days Pushing for pennies & tricking for scratch Like the world ignores my voice cause' I'm young and I'm black But I still trooper Leaving my voice inside they computers Relate to my pain every song I'm dropping is useful Cause' The Boss feel you I walk with you Don't let them thoughts kill you cnd train your other 5 senses that's how that dark build you cnd once you get it Swear to you that world becomes clearer The world around you is your whole mirror I said I got a story to tell What I said it's all non-fiction I said I'm dead but that's my vision Wish I had a sweet story I wish my life was like on tv But I guess who was watching over me simply couldn't see me I wish I had a sweet story I never had good beginning But I'm working hard to try to change my ending I'm haunted by the voices of the abused screaming out stop My angel cries on me don't send prayers gunshots These poor babies cin't enough liquor see what it made me Feel neglected by the heaven Misery couldn't save me Put that pressure to my mind and let my eyes sink I only feel I'm alive when I get my pain inked I seen so many fall to floor Broken better beware Nobody cared about me so why the f*ck should I care? No one was ever there I can't afford to sleep Trauma got me grinding hard for a future off of the streets cnd I feel so fucking weak it's like my mind deceased In my dreams I really stood against the face of the beast Never seen peace nigga Blocks rolling over they squares Niggas wanna be gangsters cnd bitches only wanna f*ck with the players It's a shame if you ain't where I'm from F*ck what you tell me Cause' most of my idols in the cemetery I wish I had a sweet story