The Vision of a Deadman

Feel like no one's going miss me when I was here nobody cared Man I waited for years but did he listen to my prayers? Know that reaper waiting for me I can feel him coming I almost drowned in that pool and lightning struck in front me Sometimes I feel he could have me I just get tired of living They say he cleanse all souls but I don't feel forgiven Time ticking on my body cause' my pressure really high Only age 14 when I knew that I could die Ain't never took a bullet but they running through my heart Another pushed me away Another foot up in the dark Some niggas they make me wanna grab that ink and drop tears Liquor in my body make me wanna disappear A lotta niggas tried to try me when I was lot smaller You f*ck with me today you might not see tomorrow I'm a maniac inside I can feel that pressure rise I done heard it before whether I'm dead or alive I shut my eyes then I conversate with my music When my headphones off demons are my influence My mind in ruins I'm a hard motherfucker Keep it inside will never holler when I'm feeling troubled Would rather momma see me in a grave than in a cell Imma crash on sight if I ever see bout Niggas see me and play me like I'm someone to get exposed I see death all day that's why I wear it on my clothes This the vision of a dead man (Deadman) I'm barely living Feel like I'm curse to even breathe This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman) I'm barely living Feel like I'm curse to even breathe This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman) I'm barely living Feel like I'm curse to even breathe This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman) I'm barely living Feel like I'm curse to even breathe I see dead people I know the world going end Cause' I done seen the preview Them demons lie beside my bed when I'm sleeping at night I thought that dark was tricking me but now I see them in light My dreams blend with reality feel like shit ain't meant to be I been lucid forever now it done fucked my memory I wake up sweaty cause' my nightmares They feel real And drugs make shit worse I hate pills I just get tired of that bullshit that's going on They say I never seem phased but do that make me strong I'm bipolar what a sight oh such a beautiful place Then in the same fucking minute feel it's better erased I feel alone sometimes I got some people that I miss But in my perfect world No one exist When I look inside that mirror all I see is blood Money power women and product of a lack of love This the vision of a dead man (Deadman) I'm barely living Feel like I'm curse to even breathe This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman) I'm barely living Feel like I'm curse to even breathe This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman) I'm barely living Feel like I'm curse to even breathe This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman) I'm barely living Feel like I'm curse to even breathe