School Dropout

My mama told me to stay in school when I was seven All the time I hit the class with no food man, I was starving I do my best to study with the pain inside my stomach I don't wanna talk too much but, this pain still inside me Look at my eyes and say all the words I need to hear I fucked up many times, But never stop on the grind Trust me when I say I don't love, I really mean it I watch meechy fast all day cause, I ain't had shit I put on the J's, forget the assignment I never needed that I run out from school and go to the crib, my mama lost hope Where I'm from, If you ain't schoolin, they see you as a bad child They paint you with the bad future, when you ain't really schoolin Now I'm out of school, I'm hoping I make it through the shame All the work and risk I'm taking, I hope it really pays All the love and care, I got it from my mama The promise I made, I'm trying my best, not to drown it Big bags, on my mind every time I sleep I just wanna see my mama smile, that's all I need Allahu Akbar, I go on my knees I was born a Muslim I scream Walahi, I'm never losing, I put it on my Tasbih I heard the Azan from afar, that's a call Had a dream, moving like a star, that's a sign That's a call Had a dream, moving like a star, that's a sign My mama told me to stay in school when I was seven All the time I hit the class, with no food man, I was starving I do my best to study with the pain inside my stomach I don't wanna talk too much, but this pain still inside me Look at my eyes and say all the words I need to hear I fucked up many times, But never stop on the grind Trust me when I say, I don't love, I really mean it I watch meechy fast all day cause I ain't had shit I put on the J's, forget the assignment I never needed that I run out from school, and got to the crib my mama lost hope Where I'm from, If you ain't schoolin' They see you as a bad Child They paint you with a bad future, When you ain't really schoolin That's a Call Had a dream, moving like a star, that's a sign Now I'm out of school, I'm hoping I make it through the shame All the work and risk, I'm takin' I hope, it really pays All the love and care, I got it from my mama The promise I made, I'm tryin' my best, not to drown it Big bags, on my mind every time I sleep I just wanna see my mama smile, that's all I need Allahu Akbar, I go on my knees I was born a Muslim I scream Walahi, I'm never losing I put it on my Tasbih