I'm So Happy I Could Die

I'm so happy I could die Take a look at my perfect life My perfect job, my perfect wife I'm so happy I could die So why am I so sad I want to cry? I'm terrified of everything And even when everything is great I'm so happy I could die Oh, I'm so happy I could choke So I hold my breath and count to three Maybe I'll hold it in all day Maybe this is how I go How much more joy can one man take? Maybe it's my destiny To overdose on dopamine And die with a smile on my face I'll do this a little bit longer Sometimes I do a little too much Well, I try and I try But I'm a mess and that's alright I'm so happy I could die I'm so happy I could die I love the laughter and the pain But I wouldn't change a thing I'm so happy I could die