Messed Up

Peaceful greatings with my fellow peers Having mellow beers Thinking well I'm here Let's not sit back and wait In fact I'll activate these active traits and act as mates Out of my captive place And I ain't sippin' anything unless it's JD or Hennessy It's crazy they let me speak Take me back to my cypher days writing flames Thinking I give a f*ck if I die today I'ma write my life away Calm mind with a titans rage All eyes on my blinded state Sip after sip the shots are passing quick Come on BayZ just have a bit Filling up my glass and then I guess I'm on my ass again and all this shit's embarrassing Jumbling words not giving a f*ck what they heard Their wanting a verse I'm jumping in first I'm running my words, someone will be served But after these drinks I have to rethink How are these walls as plastered as me What has happened to me I'm not an act you should see My life has been fractured in three In fact you should leave before their calling action on scene It seems I'm a fiend that can't relax in his dreams but I have to succeed In the midst of all this madness I've been, unworthy Guess you could say it's what this man has been deemed They wonder why I'm all alone and no one ever calls my phone I really should have stayed at home I'm guessing that's the way it goes Really feel I'm messed up I'm guessing that's what stress does They wonder why I'm all alone and no one ever calls my phone I really should have stayed at home I'm guessing that's the way it goes Really feel I'm messed up I'm guessing that's what stress does They trapped me with demons I walk a path with these heathens No talking back when I'm speaking Don't know the fact that I'm grieving I hold it back as I'm breathing Give me some Jack and some reason I'm walking back but in pieces Tryna pass what I'm leaving They can't believe what they're seeing their trying to process A monster call me Lochness I really should have stopped this This shit is getting toxic BayZa's getting hype see Rocking in his white tee Simply looking icy I chase vanilla ice cream I'm dressing in these nice things to get inside her tight jeans I guarantee she might scream I'm running after pipe dreams This really isn't like me but I do it like it's Nike I'm going out to sight see F*ck it man I might leave Completely fucking isolated Where'd they go my sight is fading I ain't home, my mind is racing Why am I so fucking wasted You’ll know in time so just be patient Voices keep on flooding in Tell me what the f*ck is this They all surround I'm throwing fists What is this I'm up against All alone I'm going skits All I'm really knowing is When you've departed from friends you don't start to forget And all of it ends when all you've been fed is what they have said It gets hard to pretend that it's all in your head They wonder why I'm all alone and no one ever calls my phone I really should have stayed at home I'm guessing that's the way it goes Really feel I'm messed up I'm guessing that's what stress does They wonder why I'm all alone and no one ever calls my phone I really should have stayed at home I'm guessing that's the way it goes Really feel I'm messed up I'm guessing that's what stress does