Far From Normal

Lemme think back to the times I miss Roll around town hanging out of whip Nowadays life just feel like a mess Sometimes wish they didn't know I exist Feeling the pressure like are they impressed Or is all of this shit gonna come to an end Save it or spend So many questions I don't know the answer it all just depends How I'm feeling when the day is starting Sometimes good but the others darker Check my phone and see what they talking They got a lot to say but I beg your pardon Losing hope when I don't see results I came so far but I'm still not close To what I wanna be when the curtains close My life not normal I can't lose hope They don't really know me like they think they do I been through a lotta things they never knew But everything I do is all part of the plan Yeah they hate it or they love it They don't understand I'm far from normal I'm far from normal They don't understand The shit that I just had to go through Yeah I'm far from normal I'm far from normal I been doing everything that they all said I won't do Aye, check my phone and see my mama calling I don't wanna talk got a lotta problems Some of them still too far from solving She can hear pain in my voice when I'm talking yeah I don't know what's gotten into me I'm turning into my enemy Whole lotta money that's sent to me But nothing ever be helping me Cuz I be struggling mentally, yeah I did a lot but it's not enough Proving myself is the shit I love The more that I get then the more that I give A hundred percent that I put into this Leaving the past and I'm making some room I know that my blessings gon be coming soon I cannot ever go hideaway Cuz people depend on the shit I say They don't really know me like they think they do I been through a lotta things they never knew But everything I do is all part of the plan Yeah they hate it or they love it They don't understand I'm far from normal I'm far from normal They don't understand The shit that I just had to go through Yeah I'm far from normal I'm far from normal I been doing everything that they all said I won't do