Roses to Steel (feat. Ariella)

This one is for the boys that be strugglin' to win They be feelin' like they never gonna ever fit in Uncomfortable within and confined to skin But I promise that the changes will come from within I know you think the chances are minuscule like a pin And I know you wish she asked you, where have you been? But you lucky that she gone, she grimmer than a sin When you kissin' on her head, kissin' on her chin I know she made you think you knew how true love feels Then she turned your heart from roses to steel But I'm promising you now, you'll learn how to heal Open up your mind, no need to conceal Or the devil gonna eat you up like you a whole meal If you clouding up your thoughts, there's no way to leave You're stuck in a loop, like an Instagram reel You better wake up, there's so much to see Let's switch it up and talk about us not having friends I learned to love the loneliness, it killed me within When I had to make a convo I just crumbled all again I met this gorgeous girl, and she thought I'm insane Maybe there's something going on in my brain Something that I probably cannot comprehend People see the sunshine, I see the rain I know I got a smile, but it's made outta pain I wanna get my feelings out, I know I can't sing I gotta cool off, but I don't wanna freeze I'm off-tempo, you're still in sync You look so good in pink But I know what it's like, and I've seen both sides And I know I like my vibe, but I miss feeling alive I don't really wanna die, okay yeah that is a lie Spreading positive vibes, when I know deep inside I can't see the light I can't feel the fight I don't think it's right I don't even see the sight Can't keep chasing the heights So I keep chasing the high And I lowkey wanna die