Facing Myself

Facing myself That's where freedom is I might need some help That's where building begins Looking over my shoulder I can say I'm proud Looking over my shoulder I can say I'm proud It's been a long way To get here today Facing my fears Move out of my grave You want to be saved But you don't want to change Systemic contradiction to get out of this place Stop running away Don't try to be brave Don't avoid the problem when it's right in your face Stop counting the days Start riding the wave Just be in the now Break away from the chain Facing myself I'm leading on this path, but I don't have the knowledge yet Facing myself I'll never be free, break out, that's a solid threat Facing myself I got spread my wings, otherwise I have a clotted debt Facing myself Push away my money, I don't want to be a fallen bet True, I am here? Will I know? Is it far? Is it close? Do I stay? Do I ever let it go? Do I fear? Do I rise? Do I run? Do I think? Do I bring? Do I sing? Do I have to get it in? Facing myself Facing myself Facing myself That's where freedom is I might need some help That's where building begins Looking over my shoulder I can say I'm proud Looking over my shoulder I can say I'm proud Because I don't share Doesn't mean I can bare Doesn't mean I don't care Disappear in thin air I might be aware I don't have to compare Because I don't talk, doesn't mean the pain isn't there You might say a prayer But not climbing stairs You keep feeling down You won't disappear Nobody prepares For laying in tears The bigger the question The greater the lesson Facing myself I'm leading on this path, but I don't have the knowledge yet Facing myself I will never be free, break out, that's a solid threat Facing myself I got spread my wings, otherwise I have a clotted debt Facing myself. Push away my money, I don't want to be a fallen bet Facing myself That's where freedom is I might need some help That's where building begins Looking over my shoulder I can say I'm proud Looking over my shoulder I can say I'm proud