Surrounded (Demo) [Live at P60]

As we learn to think, as we learn to speak Who did we look up to? Was it someone that unique? We will not always be inspired, but subconsciously we seek For someone strong who talks to us, so we do not feel weak As we learn to grow, as we learn to listen Who did we look up to? Always someone with a mission Not always being quiet, but we’ll always keep our distance Even though I shut my mouth, I might be reminiscing How come I never found it? How come I never surrounded? As we learn to talk, as we learn to walk Who did we look up to? Someone that was on the run Not always have the power I’m not number one But that’s okay It’s my race Never be outdone As we learn to sit, as we learn to wait Who did we look up to? Someone that will never stay Not always have the patient Still rush what I am facing No wonder, no power, don’t face, I’m always wasting But that’s okay, I’ll be fine No one asks, gonna die But don’t where, I have been, someone please fill me in How it goes? Did I blow? Hurts sometimes, can not show How it goes, have plan, going back where it began How come I never found it? How come I never surrounded? Did I found it? Did I get it? Someone stop it please I’m always searching I’m always screaming, not put it down with ease Never good, never satisfied, in my mind is where I hide I’ve been waiting for the day that I will die My mind is picking sides Don’t have you in my sight In my bed, lights off, that is when I cry I’m okay with telling, don’t care about my pride Think about the people that think about suicide Again, again We talk about this Again, again Your point I will miss Again, again We talk about this Again, again Your point I will miss Now I fly, you are mine, what we’ve been through Close the door, show me yours, I am scared too Let it go, it is done, go be you Taking off to the place, gonna talk to How come I never found it? How come I never surrounded? As I learn to think, do I really think? As I learn to speak, do I really speak? As I learn to grow, do I really grow? As I learn to go, warmth is what I show