u don't know what it makes

Don't wanna be here anymore, but I feel pushed to stay When I'm feeling loved, our connection just fades Why is the truth so hard to see And why are lies so hard to keep Saying goodbye became a household name It is so messy, it's impossible to frame It's not okay, but I try and try to change Or is it my own self I have to face People come and go or stay When I think it's safe, it's already too late Life's created for you, but you don't know what it makes You don't know what it makes Don't wanna feel it anymore, but it's stuck in my skin I can't break the ice, even though it's fucking thin Why is the right always the wrong I fucking question my existence, I think it's been too long Saying goodbye became a household name It is so messy, it's impossible to frame It's not okay, but I try and try to change Or is it my own self I have to face People come and go or stay When I think it's safe, it's already too late Life's created for you, but you don't know what it makes You don't know what it makes Hey, I was really bothered by conversation today. uhh I'm trying so hard and your ignoring all my information I've been sacrificing a lot to help you And it feels like I'm just a nobody for you I stress day and night because I care about you so much But I also have to set my own boundaries I don't want to lose this friendship And I don't want to hurt u But I also have to take care of myself And I was just stupid not to do that Goodbye