Story Of My Life

Let me tell you all a story how I'm messed up in my mind I got girlies showing love and people hoping I get fried uh All people got feelings why they laughing when I cry I done tried to pave the way for all the people I despise What if there ain't no tomorrow or tomorrow Or tomorrow up this road? These people put me through some sorrow lots of sorrow That's if you ask why my heart been cold Baby I ain't tryna eat I done told my momma I been getting trouble finding sleep I'm just pushing through it tryna plow through problems with some ease I been chasing bags they don't understand my guapanese I'm that bull up in a China shop everybody finding me I'm talking 2022 where I done hit my spark They were talking 'bout the ball was green and how I'm kind of hard I was shining like a light it got me out the dark 'Till I had some dreams about my sister getting hit my cars I'm talking maybe even my brother too I swear to God he been up in a car crash I was taking pills and going to therapy lil baby all that I swear that Mrs Mackey hated me abusing up her hall pass I was tryna work and she was telling I'd fall back Well just look at me now I done fell back I been having nightmares on how this kiddo fell back Baby I been having dreams 'bout fast cars I'm talking hellcats Lately I'm just tryna cry but they wanna party baby hell yeah I was tryna tell a story they made me feel like an idiot Constantly been burning in my mind don't need no cooling kit I'm just tryna get it back in blood it's time she finish this That's why I been rapping like a lyricist They told me that it's okay to have a bad day but every day's a bad day I'm tired of these bad days woah They told me that it's okay to live a sad way but everyday I live my life I sad way I'm tired of these sad ways woah Let me tell you all a story how I'm messed up in my mind I got girlies showing love and people hoping I get fried uh All people got feelings why they laughing when I cry I done tried to pave the way for all the people I despise What if there ain't no tomorrow or tomorrow Or tomorrow up this road? These people put me through some sorrow lots of sorrow That's if you ask why my heart been cold Baby I ain't tryna eat I done told my momma I been getting trouble finding sleep I'm just pushing through it tryna plow through problems with some ease I been chasing bags they don't understand my guapanese I'm that bull up in a China shop everybody finding me This the story of my life uh Lately I been wanting to just die uh I see the tears up in her eyes I'm like baby don't you cry Everything gon' be alright uh I feel that no one understands me For the person that I am and for that person that I can be uh I got weight up on my shoulders I been tryna climb up But I been weak call me Bambi uh It's a lifestyle lifestyle lifestyle yeah It's a lifestyle lifestyle lifestyle yeah It's a lifestyle lifestyle lifestyle yeah Don't like this lifestyle lifestyle lifestyle yeah