Not In Love

I'm so sick of hearing rips, this life shit getting weak Ptsd when I sleep this shit be getting the best of me I can see us having a child girl you might be my destiny I'm so fucking scared of love somebody give me the recipe, this shit might be the death of me Cause Time after time I just feel like giving up Are you mine are you mine ain't too many that I trust I go through dime after dime allat shit feel like it's lust but baby girl you might be the one for me I can feel it in my gut I just speak my mind when i be feeling pain tried to run after from your love but girl it's not the same Ain't no love for a thug, ain't no love for a thug I'm too high off all these drugs feel like I never get enough It feel like I'm always starting over I start pushing you away when you start inching closer You say you done w me but girl this far from over You say I stole yo heart but girl I'm not a vulture Feel like this love shit be fake anyway Still a choose you over these hoes like each and everyday Feel like they only love me when i penetrate I be tryna fall in love but that shit inna way I'm so sick of hearing rips, this life shit getting weak Ptsd when I sleep this shit be getting the best of me I can see us having a child girl you might be my destiny I'm so fucking scared of love somebody give me the recipe, this shit might be the death of me Cause Time after time I just feel like giving up Are you mine are you mine ain't too many that I trust I go through dime after dime allat shit feel like it's lust but baby girl you might be the one for me I can feel it in my gut Send them attachments to my phone Yk I love that Tired of giving you my all like where the love at I ain't gone lie it be feeling like you took my love for granted I be wishing shit went different but I'm too fucking damaged I tried to paint the perfect picture Yeah I knew that shit wasn't right I should've been there w you Got a special place in my heart girl how can I forget you Had to put my pride away knowing damn well I miss you Cause Time after time I just feel like giving up Are you mine are you mine ain't too many that I trust I go through dime after dime allat shit feel like it's lust but baby girl you might be the one for me I can feel it in my gut