Music & Pain

So much pain in my heart I don't even know where to start Lost dreams lost time every day am at war Fighting for a future I only see inside my head Thinking of a future that won't let me me sleep at night Steady grinding steady working stead balling Steady tryna get to the next level every day You say am new to this I tell you man am in for this In for this just like my family na methodist Many times I was broken many times i Was passed by like ahd stolen Gave me no love Like f*ck that lil dude No kick that lil fool Oh maybe he fool just use him as tool So much pain in my past I tried to relate you left me at the gate And Filled my heart with hate Oh yes I know the rage And music, music Take away the pain New day new hustle new game new blow new Rhymes new vibes fresh cheques all day Stepping out in the noon like its motherfucking June got my ride in my ride imma ride after dark Nothing new under the sun yeah we all been here before Take a back sit, relax motherfucker have some fun Niggas hustle all day and I stay up all night Got my head in the game and my homies them know Praise the lord praise the lord that is left for the church No dey rest any day cos me I no b god imma hustle till I die imma grind till I fall no dey sleep anyway Coz If you snooze you lose you snooze you Loose and used like a Christmas moose so choose To stay awake till you get the cake wake and bake And shake till the table breaks feel the Vibes that comes from the depth within New to this game man don't tell me to chill Monsters in my nightmares I'm shooting to kill Big bucks dread locks got your head in a spin Never let the streets down my homies gave me a crown Fast cars on my lane high notes in my brain Music take away the pain Let me live with the shame Stopped dulling and dulling started counting My money now I'm getting the honey she Wanna gimme a baby whoa! slow down baby You making me lazy Though you're bat shit crazy I still think it's amazing Started with a maybe even thought you hate me Now it's all about me All your love you gave me Jumped the bar, raised the roof cant touch me now Sailed the laws navigate captain Nemo on this Open seas open rhymes open pockets for coins Open heart for the love that no barney would give (one word changed)