3am Reflections

Weary is the mind who goes through shit all the time Heavy is the heart that carries the weight when it's broke Lost is the person who can't find peace in his prime Angry is the mental when they're sleeping and you're woke Looking at myself in the mirror but the pictures kind of blurry Gotta be patient and not do this shit in a hurry They tell me it's alright and ill be okay But it seems like everyone is going away I have to step forward but I cant look back Cus trying to stay sober feels like I'm dying in fact I just wanna feel your warmth and soak it in It's so hard to wait to feel warm again I've been lusting and loving but you've been so busy But when everythings okay damn the moons so pretty Girl everythings okay but I'm far away Alone in my bed at three a m I lay It's three a m in the morning The moonlit sky is looking kind of adorning I'm reflecting upon my life just lost in the vibes It always cuts me like a knife this feeling inscribes I'm awake and it's three in the morning The sound of the beat is just so adorning It puts me at ease so I can speak my peace quick Up and at em ninja time to get through it Slap some adult swim bumpers while I'm watching inuyasha Turn my vibes off and ill put out the tetsaiga Smoke you with the blade while drinking dr pepper Leave me to my 90s cartoons that's got me feeling better Let me be the introvert in bed reading comics Rap these feels away and call it psychonomics Pass me my tray so I can smoke it all away And figure out a good plan to get me through the day Cus i just wanna be better already I wanna do what I'm meant to this weight is so heavy Cus late at night I feel like I can figure it out For some reason the night gives me the strength no doubt But then I wake up and I'm tired as hell All the motivation seems to up and dispel Take a crow bar and try and break it out of that jail It's trapped in my mind sleeping solo in a cell It's three a m in the morning The moonlit sky is looking kind of adorning I'm reflecting upon my life just lost in the vibes It always cuts me like a knife this feeling inscribes I'm awake and it's three in the morning The sound of the beat is just so adorning It puts me at ease so I can speak my peace quick Up and at em ninja time to get through it