All I Wanted

All i wanted was the cash and the cream f*ck this dream And if i can get all these fucking rich bitches to sing Ima be the king of the scene with my queen Squad riding up to your door make you scream All i wanted was to smoke and to puff when its rough I just need sometime to relax ive had enough Tired of seeing my family always going through some stuff Grinding for this fucking cash until i blew up blew up All i wanted was the cash and the racks to make it stack So i can settle the debt and pay my fucking family back Cus i just feel like my fucking train is running off the tracks Been screwed over so much feel like my back has an axe I tried to stay positive and work really hard to swim But theres so much negative im drowning just trying to live I always try and do the right thing but it always seems to backfire I dont even believe in karma no more whoever said that shits a liar Im surrounded by debt and anxiety so dont cry to me All i ever get is trauma and my mothers worries Youd think my lifes a movie the way this shit hits the fan What the f*ck did i do to deserve being this damned Its been so long i dont even remember what okay is All i ever try and do is work hard for my business I could slay these rappers all day but they would never notice Im tired as they sleep on me hit em with the flying lotus All i wanted was the cash and the cream f*ck this dream And if i can get all these fucking rich bitches to sing Ima be the king of the scene with my queen Squad riding up to your door make you scream All i wanted was to smoke and to puff when its rough I just need sometime to relax ive had enough Tired of seeing my family always going through some stuff Grinding for this fucking cash until i blew up blew up You ever get so sick and tired of feeling sick and tired I know that i am and it seems like life has conspired Every which way to try and break me or take me out Ill fake it till i make and keep on fighting no doubt Im like a zombie dead inside but i keep on limp walking You can call me beethoven cus i cant hear them haters talking Deadliest boombapper stalking on your flow to get to mocking The underdog you never heard of but im hiphops god send If the respect aint mutual then i dont f*ck with a bitch If you getting in my way i wont remember you when im rich Definition of real and loyal in a game full of fakes You got all these stats but its just video game stakes Im more frosty than your ice you can call me sub zero Cus im ice cold with bars over you that are below zero Just give me the cash like agh like agh F*ck that ima take it hell yeah aw yeah All i wanted was the cash and the cream f*ck this dream And if i can get all these fucking rich bitches to sing Ima be the king of the scene with my queen Squad riding up to your door make you scream All i wanted was to smoke and to puff when its rough I just need sometime to relax ive had enough Tired of seeing my family always going through some stuff Grinding for this fucking cash until i blew up blew up