Letting Go

You ever have some shit on your mind Something you have trouble just letting go Everything that happened makes it hard to cope And I'm on my own like dah S A recordings I know I need to let go I'm letting go now I hope I find a way To let go of things I know I need to let go I'm letting go now I hope I find a way To let go of things Lately I've been teaching myself how to go of some things Cus it's sitting in the back of my brain I hate what it brings If you're struggling with simulars here is an anthem you can sang My thoughts always derail off the track like a muthafuckin train And I'm insane Trying to find a way to be okay with the past Cus it's so hard to move forward when in its grasp Could've been a burn out still might relapse If I don't learn to accept what has happened Trying to forgive and forget or leave abandoned And I ain't sorry for how I be acting now It's a promise to my mental health wow Cus it still hurts the way they all left And it still hurts the way that drifted They had me feeling like I was worthless Abandoning me I might be cursed shit Wasn't feeling loved cus I wasn't loved My emotions tough but this shit is so rough Thinking bout all you said it was never enough I really am trying to get over the hurtful stuff Ooh the words and the feels Hit me like a bullet in the heart it won't heal Baby I'm so sorry that I got in my feels But you got me in that state and that's my deal But don't pay no mind I don't wanna start a fight Ain't trying make you feel bad or make you cry This is for me to move forward and be alright So I don't sit up and think about the past at night I know I need to let go I'm letting go now I hope I find a way To let go of things I know I need to let go I'm letting go now I hope I find a way To let go of things I gotta let go of people who are negatively affecting my positive state Gotta let go of the people who always be invading my personal safe space Push the bad energy away like I'm saging with grace Keep that shit away from me I don't be needing no trace I soak up people's vibes and it twists up mine I'm like a sponge the way I absorb through the sighs And I'm trying let go of the things that didn't happen through the times Gotta forget all the fakes who just told bullshit and lies Gotta accept all the hurt and the trauma Gotta face that shit or be a goner If I wanna move forward I gotta keep the honor Can't let myself down no I don't want ta Gotta find the strength to get out of bed Everything now feels like a chore instead Cus all of this shit is fucking up my head Don't want this hurt to kill me and end up dead Cus music and tv is starting to bore me There's only three modes now yo one is horny The other is nine to five ugh for the money The last is when I'm in the studio working I need to get the whole thing back together Don't wanna be a fragment of a half measure If I can heal from this maybe I'll move forward Gonna be the best me that's what I'm aiming towards I know I need to let go I'm letting go now I hope I find a way To let go of things I know I need to let go I'm letting go now I hope I find a way To let go of things You just gotta let it all go And do this shit even if it's on your own Yeah Bboy Ninja