Nightmares

When the nightmares are so bad that it's holding you prisoner I haven't slept in months Waking up in cold sweats every night I can't take this anymore There's this ominous feeling It's been tearing me apart and I'm not really dealing Been going through hard times But that's all the time these are old cries But now I'm outta smoke and I can't sleep The boogeyman won't lemme make a peep Always haunt my dreams and keeps me weak A gravity well of pain got me falling steep I get like two hours of sleep but not any rest Because all of my dreams got me running from death It's freaking me out got me feeling so stretched apart My mind move right but my body move left These dreams leaving scars got me feeling so heavy Carrying the weight of the pain is relenting Cus even if it was fake I still experienced it Afraid of getting PTSD on some real shit You ever wake up with cold sweats Got that bed wet sweat cus anxieties a mess You ain't getting no sleep cus your mind is so fucked Cus every time you lay down a nightmare got you stuck You live trauma see pain heart shattered to pieces Lose sleep go insane screaming how do I defeat this These nightmares traumatize and it's leaving me speechless Cus Freddy Kruger came to kill all the sleepless In my dreams everybody attacking me My loved ones stab me in the back you see Their words like knives got my back against the wall Why they talking so much trying to get me to brawl All this hurtful shit they must want me to fall Reflection of life and it's the ringing the call Emotional turmoil got me high strung Too close to the heart and it got my bell rung I try to go back to sleep but I'm seeing darkness I got a bad feeling feel the airs harshness Eerie vibes and silent hill atmosphere Soon enough something bad will happen here Suddenly I'm bound to chair looking at masks They holding my loved ones gasp Forced to watch as they're tortured painfully I try to free myself and save them frantically Many dreams like this occur when unconscious I don't wanna sleep no more because of my subconscious I don't wanna dream of being chased by uncanny valleys All these demonic looking figures together will rally I'm freaking the f*ck out is an understatement I feel like I wanna smash my head against the pavement Cold sweats so bad I need to wash my blankets I need a doctor save me from the nights I'm anxious You ever wake up with cold sweats Got that bed wet sweat cus anxieties a mess You ain't getting no sleep cus your mind is so fucked Cus every time you lay down a nightmare got you stuck You live trauma see pain heart shattered to pieces Lose sleep go insane screaming how do I defeat this These nightmares traumatize and it's leaving me speechless Cus Freddy Kruger came to kill all the sleepless You ever wake up with cold sweats Got that bed wet sweat cus anxieties a mess You ain't getting no sleep cus your mind is so fucked Cus every time you lay down a nightmare got you stuck You live trauma see pain heart shattered to pieces Lose sleep go insane screaming how do I defeat this These nightmares traumatize and it's leaving me speechless Cus Freddy Kruger came to kill all the sleepless