Venison

Don't eat meat, not about the venison Demons in my head, screamin' let us in Poppin' these edibles like it's medicine Yeah, my past, I'm done regretting it On that depression, wasn't thinkin' clear Actin' reckless, like I had no fear Vulnerable, like in the headlights deer Leave the past behind, that window rear This depression, I had to shake it Much of my happiness, oh, I faked it This pressure, oh no, I can't take it Out of this headspace, hope I make it Sometimes I say I'm not scared But fear has my vision's impaired What if about me nobody cares? Crystal ball says future undeclared Sometimes life, hard to swallow That's when I hit that bottle Forget reality, mission Apollo Empty inside, feelin' hollow Careless decisions, were my muse Think we're invincible, nothing to lose Don't wanna enter permanent snooze So better decisions, starting to choose We can not control the hand we've been dealt On my knees, many days I have knelt Asking to no longer feel this sadness I felt My heart is collapsing, starting to melt Don't eat meat, not about the venison Demons in my head, screamin' let us in Poppin' these edibles like it's medicine Yeah, my past, I'm done regretting it On that depression, wasn't thinkin' clear Actin' reckless, like I had no fear Vulnerable, like in the headlights deer Leave the past behind, that window rear It's not forever, this life won't last Stop beatin' ourselves about our past Must hop in the present lane and think fast On these bad habits, stop blowin' this cash Moving on, now, it's what I'm embracing Lost myself, steps I'm tracing Can't stop thinking, mind is racing Feelin' anxious, yeah, I'm pacing Had too close of calls, don't wanna be dying Don't let those tears flow, don't be crying To say I'd be okay inside, I'd be lying But I'm gonna find that strength, like a lion No more hangin' back, no sheep Not gonna accept defeat Wakin' up, no going back to sleep Sow and takin' what I reap Gonna try my best to find peace Finish this puzzle, missing piece No giving up, acting weak This internal war, gonna beat Don't eat meat, not about the venison Demons in my head, screamin' let us in Poppin' these edibles like it's medicine Yeah, my past, I'm done regretting it On that depression, wasn't thinkin' clear Actin' reckless, like I had no fear Vulnerable, like in the headlights deer Leave the past behind, that window rear Gonna stop living in my head day dreamin' Gonna enjoy the sun outside beamin' Let this light into my life gleamin' How much acid until I find the meaning?