Night Drive

Yo, I'm closin' the windows as I look up at the moon The things that I despise come way too soon So I'm takin' my time, countin' the lights that come through Goin' for a night drive, watchin' all the stars bloom People tell me, hey, you look sad You look so happy, but you feel so bad I try to explain that feeling of drowning ina black hole Suffocating, that frustrating hell hole Have I offended you I'm sorry But I can't live just enjoying all the scenery Frolicking in the flowers I grew up with the looks of scowls follow me closely Tryin' to get at me, but you know they can't touch me Do you expect me to just cry Blood cold, face white and just wait around the clouds go by I deny all your accusations Tryna' to chip at my foundation Takin' a chisel to the base of my creation Yo, can you hear my secret Cause I really don't think I can keep it Storing the feelings of all that I see fit Keeping me chained, but I still can't re-commit Closing the windows as I look up at the moon The things that I despise come way too soon So I'm takin' my time, countin' the lights that come through Goin' for a night drive, watchin' all the stars bloom People tell me, hey, go take a walk Cause your attitude's showin', but your hard-works not I've never given a thought that my mood mmay hurt you Mind your business, you don't know what I've been through One person told me, remember your center That patience, that ember, so you can let your greed show through I own no one, nothing, that substance it's something It's more than the promises that act like they're true I could give you my heart, but will you carry it I'd rather you just drop it in the ditch just like I did to my YouTube phase Cause you look at me all the same, like I got it made It's more that I'm afraid to change I grew up in Vallejo with no purpose I was a very nervous kid with a dream to be brought up to the surface Had interest in the art of service, that was the media And how you could change the way other people perceived ya' Could be in the moment, not the spotlight, that highlight Of being in the background, not in sight I pride myself on patience I'm givin' what you're takin' I'm tired, no mistakin' It's dark and I'm a raven Cause I'm closin' the windows as I look up at the moon The things that I despise come way too soon So I'm takin' my time, countin' the lights that come through Goin' for a night drive, watchin' all the stars bloom and Closin' the windows as I look up at the moon The things that I despise come way too soon So I'm takin' my time, countin' the lights that come through Goin' for a night drive, watchin' all the stars bloom