Timing

I can't be defined You don't know what live inside me You don't know what pain I'm hiding Why would you try me It's a loss if you deny me Any mission, know I'm sliding I just be grinding Cash flow keep me smiling Most of these niggas conniving I can't let that blind me They wonder why I get so high Escape the bullshit when I fly All this pressure built up for me, feeling like I'm bouta bust When I look around I don't know who the f*ck that I can trust Everybody be projecting that shit have me feeling nuts After hearing some the shit y'all say, I be like what the f*ck I go crazy, I go stupid, I go dumb about my check If it ain't involving money, then I swear I could care less All the shit y'all show me daily show me why I shouldn't stress Its the fact that I'm not like y'all that's really my biggest flex I put my faith in God, so really I'd be dumb if I be pressed Cause I know that he gone show up for me, and it's never less All y'all niggas act like bitches, I know you got a lil zest I be trying to stay humble but I don't know what y'all expect After all the shit I been through it's a must I pop my shit When it come down to myself, I'm never scared to take no risks Everybody run they mouths cause they be scared to run some fists If I must go out my way, then I feel like it's just not meant I felt like my effort wasn't enough, so I just stopped trying Where were you when I was struggling, you showed up when I was just fine You though that grass was greener til you looked back and you seen mine I guess that's just too bad cause now you stuck on the other side I stay out the way, I don't bother nobody If I f*ck with you, then you know that I'm solid Ion trust none, Ion love none My dying rule, keep my faith in my pockets Need a nigga for what, got my own dollas, if I want it I got it Don't even need keys when I hop in, I just push it to start it They ask how I do it thats because getting money my hobby Don't care who don't like it, when I walk up, I'm steady gone pop shit If I hit the scene then you already know I'm gone rock it I jumped in my bag, but I didn't even graduate college I'm going up and I''m gone hit the top Then come back for my niggas and blow it all shopping Don't care bout no price tag, if I want it then I cop it We don't f*ck with opps, we whack niggas like boppit And I'm a big dripper, when I leave they mop it All eyes on me like Pac Cause Big Woo is the topic It's never a secret, you know that they watching They watch me like TV cause I been a star bitch I don't f*ck with the system, it wasn't built for us Don't f*ck with these niggas, they lame and they sus Don't f*ck with these bitches, they quick to switch up Just don't f*ck with me, cause that's trying your luck Cause if you try me, hope you know how to duck Don't think I don't got it, best believe it's tucked Cause you never know what these niggas got up Do anything grimy for a lil come up But still I'm thankful for the lies, pain, and disappointments that made me Learned most of my lessons early, and really been chilling lately Just be careful with my space cause I can't let these lost souls grace me 'Specially since my account increasing greatly No plans, just living life and searching for things that bring joy to me daily Just be doing what I want and somehow it come back and pay me So when I'm no longer here, I'll still live through my creations But please don't claim me If I ain't heard from you this year, then you a stranger