Fucked Up

what if i feel more like myself when im fucked up what if i feel like jus this life is not enough what if i dont wake up what if it jus breaks up what if i feel more like myself when im fucked up what if it bars in the back of cars and the train like church what if its meaning everyword and nothing hurts cigarettes and sailors prayeer in the lasers what if i feel more like myself when im fucked up"