Insecurities ain't curing me

Insecurities ain't curing me No Ain't curing me Insecurities ain't curing me No Ain't curing me The shit they don't teach you in school They judging me I feel like a fool They call me a loser but I am a lover Curly headed pretty motherfucker I gotta use this weakness as a tool (Use this weakness as a) Insecurities creeping want me to lose (Insecurities creeping want meh) Down a dark hole Feel like Donnie Darko Wondering if I'm good enough Wondering if I could do it Wondering if I can make it (Yuh) Make my own shit Wondering if they'll like me Wondering if they'll love me Wondering why it shapes me I gotta get these thoughts out my head wondering if I will fall or make it Why do I want these followers Why do I want these fans & status Putting my head in this game it come with pain and them insecurities (Yuh) I need more security Protect my soul securing me Insecurities ain't curing me No Ain't curing me Insecurities ain't curing me Ain't curing me Ain't Insecurities ain't curing me No Ain't curing me Insecurities ain't curing me Ain't curing me Ain't Judging me I tell ''em f*ck 'em Higher self telling me just give the loving Smoking the gas be the numbing Life keep on pushing they pushing my buttons Really gotta stand up and live for something I'm pushing dat pain I'm pushing p Pushing for my family pushing for my family (Insecurities all in me) But I'm pushing for my family (My mind got bad tendencies) Im pushing through insecurities Insecurities ain't curing me (No) Insecurities ain't curing me (No)