Electric Cb

I'm in trouble I can't stand this earth bubble All I understand is lying face down in the rubble I scraped by alone with a keen eye for survival If I end up sleeping on the streets that's a reprisal I got my life together like a needle on a feather Can't control my mind can't control the weather Traumas like a swift bolt of lightning You don't know when it's coming and it's frightening $25 left in the bank Won't be a captain cuz I have no rank Though my rhymes so heavy they'll hit you like a tank Once I had a dream but that ship long sank No friends no hope just me out in the cold I'll never make a record at least that's what I'm told But I have enough sense to stand up and be bold I'm sittin on a hand with no intention to fold Since when did slingin words become for the youth I spent the last 20 years just learnin the truth Death looms daily like a pain in the tooth I'm the sultan of nothin I got worse health than Babe Ruth Shadows of my past will frighten like a goblin Organized crime I was white collar robbin But the thugs that I hung with be smilin head bobbin I understand why some work the streets hustlin I fucked up my life at a very young age Years in contemplation my wisdom is sage The deeper my well the higher my plane But I try to stay dry when I know there's comin rain I'll never give up it's me against the world You walk a straight line and I like my way curled Things are pretty shaky but it could always be worse Cuz a curse is a blessing and a blessing is a curse