Deep Thoughts, Pt. 2

Told my bitch from the get go dont entertain what people say Outsiders is envy and I feel like tryna trick you out your place Look in the mirror and I started to stare at a strange reflection Of a lost soul thankful he got to see his adolescent They ask Mike why you be leanin cause Im dealin with depression They ask Mike why you be drinkin cause a nigga steady stressin Bout my past thats how I cope the funny part is it ain't helpin These streets den turnt my heart cold Im glad I finally learned my lessons At the top chillin with my feet up Im the villain yea thats me Come from a family full of hustlers yet I feel im the black sheep Aint no love up in these streets Either you gon starve or you gon eat Learn to adapt to my environment and keep my actions discreet Wonder if I go to jail who will write me and say they miss me They probably post my picture say free me for some attention Feel like the whole world against me Its cool cause I keep my distance I ain't trippin But Im tired of fake love and all the lies Feel like I'm dead inside A heart of gold but I'm commitment shy So when my feelings get involved I tend to hide Just wanna know if you gon ride And Im talkin Bonnie and Clyde you gotta let go of that pride Push that shit to the side and lets vibe I steady jumpin in my sleep cause I had dreams the opps was creepin Left me bleedin on the cement so I gotta keep a gat now Fifty round clip will make a pussy nigga back down I'm from the slums you cant find no love up in my town Lost bonds I thought was forever but wont let it phase me Cause people change up more than the weather I won't let it change me My decisions make it no better so they try to hang me They try they best just to shame me They try they best just to blame me They try they best to provoke me I talk to God cause I dont get it Cause when I flash and act out they look at me as the villain The streets dont love you for real and aint no love in my city Streets dont love you its the same old difference