December Coming

It's crazy im still searching for your soul All this chasing shit getting old Did a lil time in that county My life ruined Charges pending They tryna send me back to the hole Tryna get me to drop a dime on my bro Fighting depression I ain't winning and they knew it I'm like f*ck em we ball They don't wanna see me win at all Communicating to the heavens up above You might think I'm crazy My past fucked up my love But it's you who I'm wanting baby Straight up out the jacktown Gotta keep a matte black gat round Missing my grandma I hope she can hear me Put my soul in this music I hope you can feel me Popping my shit with a capital P Money I'm counting Got love for my peers They dig in my pockets Say no it's a problem Now I gotta solve it They ask for handouts Cause they know that I got it Skinny ass nigga wearing mix match designer Glock 9 half a P sitting on my counter Got caught by the folks Now I'm heading to court If I get indicted that's a five year timer Need you for to hold me it ain't gone be long Need somewhere to feel safe Somewhere I can call home I need you to chill out tell me what's this about Maybe this shit about all the hoes I did wrong Maybe this about all the hoes they den mentioned I know that you different correct me if I'm tripping Ima CEO BCA gang in this bitch Catch a opp lacking ima leave a stain in this bitch I'ma step by myself bitch I don't need a click I'm a shoot till it empty won't stop till it click In my songs it's a whole lotta pain in this shit It's a whole lotta whole lotta pain in this shit It's crazy I'm still searching for your soul All this chasing shit getting old Did a lil time in that county My life ruined Charges pending They tryna send me back to the hole Tryna get me to drop a dime on my bro Fighting depression I ain't winning and they knew it I'm like f*ck em we ball They don't wanna see me win at all Communicating to the heavens up above You might think I'm crazy My past fucked up my love But it's you who I'm wanting baby It's you who I'm wanting baby December coming I can't make you no promise baby But I can tell you I been going crazy Yea i been going crazy Never was the type to judge off actions Nobody perfect When I saw repetition in those actions Problems resurfaced They told me to keep my head high Everytime i was hurting Tell me was it worth All this shit worthless All this shit played out They say they love me but ain't stayed down I finally found a way now To make sure my people straight now Been thru the storm been thru the rain Still ain't seen a sunny day now I guess it's okay now I guess it's okay now It's crazy I'm still searching for your soul All this chasing shit getting old Did a lil time in that county My life ruined Charges pending They tryna send me back to the hole Tryna get me to drop a dime on my bro Fighting depression I ain't winning and they knew it I'm like f*ck em we ball They don't wanna see me win at all Communicating to the heavens up above You might think I'm crazy My past fucked up my love But it's you who I'm wanting baby