Lately (Fuck This Shit)

BCA BE THE GANG See I love em from a distance ian got time for bad intentions Why should I give you my heart you don't give a f*ck about my feelings Lotta broken love was thrown my way I never tried to fix it Too busy reminiscing wishing some shit played out different We all gotta leave someday and I'm just waiting on my time Ian scared of death i been dodging it lately and I know Sometimes I look back on the past wish I could press rewind And try to show you some shit yeen never seen before My Heart Cold And that ain't right I'm taking chances with my life They say it cost to be the boss you can say I paid the price Betting my last up on the dice What you know about sacrifice To be the man you gotta be a man that's the realest advice Real Shit Hang with gorillas they got bananas they peel quick They been itching for a body Feening to killing shit Feening to drill shit AP it's on my wrist Look too close and it might blind ya Diamonds brighter than a bitch Aye I had to do this shit myself you wouldn't understand I'ma keep doing it myself don't need no helping hand I made some choices dumb choices turn't me to a man They bash hard as f*ck but shit I am what I am I kept my head high while walking down the wrong road Then been in different altercations but I never fold And every mistake that i made was some that I had chose We all make mistakes it's apart life you how it goes Niggas quick to speak on shit that they don't know about Same niggas used to sleep right there on mama couch Same niggas used to sleep right there on pops couch Disrespect might get you touched lil nigga watch yo fucking mouth Said you was down knew you was lying before you started to speak I say my prayers every night bitch you gone sow what you reap And i been going thru a lot some shit you wouldn't believe You see the pain all in my eyes and it ain't too hard to see I tried to lock away my heart and then throw away the key And I can't give you all my love but I can show you a peak I pour that drank I pour so muddy I been tryna OD Can't even sleep at night these demons taking over my dreams Damn Yeah And that's just how I been feeling lately you know what I'm saying Lately I been feeling like f*ck this shit You know lately ian been feeling this shit But f*ck it I'm thuggin by myself I'm still Emotionally Unstable BCA BE THE GANG