Searching For Peace

But uhh yeah Uhh I don't I don't really just get over shit You what I'm saying I just just get past it Like I haven't healed from a lot of shit Like I just accepted it for what it is You know what I'm saying and keep pushing You know life goes on It is what it is Why when i wake up this morning they blowing up my phone Ian tryna kick it they say im tripping what's really going on I distance my self from the world they say im moving wrong But i been searching for peace im tryna heal alone It's plenty hoes tryna f*ck wit me blowing up my line But they ain't you so why answer i simply hit decline I crack a smile when yo name pop up on my FaceTime They just don't know what it means for me to call you mines And im in need for a blessing been stressing for so long I pray my soul can see day that my pain finally gone Pain taught me more than love could ever teach me I'm just tryna keep my head on Tryna keep my head strong He say vest up Put that vest up Shoot from neck up If the opposition address us We gone get em all gone I been chasing a bag nigga from dusk to dawn I like to be alone some shit i can't speak on We bring that smoke to you like a grill if you really want beef But i been searching for my soul hoping I find peace We leave a nigga body sour if he think it's sweet Bitch we pull up where you be and terminate yo streets All gas no brakes don't stop at red lights And all yo homies some rats turn em to dead mice I'm just tryna stay focused tryna keep my head right These demons lurking in my dreams can't even sleep at night And im in need for a blessing been stressing for so long I pray my soul can see day that my pain finally gone Pain taught me more than love could ever teach me I'm just tryna keep my head on Tryna keep my head strong He say vest up Put that vest up Shoot from neck up If the opposition address us We gone get em all gone I been chasing a bag nigga from dusk to dawn I like to be alone some shit i can't speak on It's plenty hoes tryna f*ck wit me blowing up my line But they ain't you so why answer i simply hit decline I crack a smile when yo name pop up on my FaceTime They just don't know what it means for me to call you mines