Deepest Senses

I've been in my deepest senses I can't pretend that I don't sense it I've been correcting every sentence I've been replaying every lesson If you don't learn from mistakes then What are you left with? You know life's a test It's an assessment My mind is key, it's a weapon It's what im blessed with It's all facts, It's not just a message I'm no a longer a messenger I know ima get right back what I invest in her I know ima get back everything I give I'm workin on me for my kids And I don't got no kids Im exhausted I get home and I sit Light a joint and reminisce But the past is the past There's not one thing that I miss I cant wait for my 30s Im tired of my 20s Looking forward to my 50s While im counting 100s You should be afraid the tables about to turn Its crazy how it happens its funny how it occurs They gotta break you down just to see your worth One minute you winning the next you on a curb What'd I say? Its a learning curve What'd I say? Its a learning curve If you doubt the boy then you dead wrong They thought I was bout to fall off but I stayed on I know gods answering everything I prayed on I stayed calm, even through the chaos Im bout to pay myself Im not waiting for the pay off Growth is everyday, I don't have a day off I could read a million books that doesn't mean I'll stay on Life was black and white I'm standing here with a crayon So picture life perfect theres no such thing The work is everyday in the joy you bring Your loved ones are court side in front row seats Thanks for the support and the love you keep I already made it, thats how I think Manifesting love till it's all on me Ima be here until they call on me I love you right back don't you pause on me No, don't you pause on me