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I been down too long I don't know How I cope, got three kids I hate jobs This music shit my last hope I lost Brick I felt like shit I seen his body filled with holes When it's your time, it's your time I just guess that's how it go This depression go way back before Brick I won't lie Lost my Pa Pa Percy I was heart broken, I was five Seen him in that casket, I was stupid, thought he was alive My cousin Duke told me be strong, just stay up we got survive Years late after that, I got that call that Duke died He told me he would never leave me, I just feel like he lied I know I'm grown, but like a baby I just ball up and cry They say God do it for reasons, I''m really wondering why My girl tell me be strong, feel like she don't understand But she do we lost Big Clout and that was our mutual friend Like damn Good we learned our lesson please can you give us a chance I'm just tryna be the perfect father and a better man Gone Please leave me alone Cuz you wasn't rocking till I start making songs Yea you think we homies cuz you see I'm getting on Saw my brother in allies was crying that shit was wrong Man that shit was Some of my niggas died in these streets and some of them traded on me When I got shot they let me bleed I feel they hated on me Lost Brick when I was seventeen too much weight on me Told my girl when gone live our dreams baby just wait on me